I forgot how to wake up.
Monday, November 30, 2009 at 10:57AM After five days off, I had trouble getting up today - not just because I let myself sleep late for five days, but because I actually forgot my morning routine. What time do I get up? How many times can I hit snooze? What time do I have to be at work? What do I have to do when I get there? Am I really working every day this week?

My trusty ThinkGeek Neverlate 7-Day Alarm Clock. It lets me set a different alarm time for every day of the week. Pure genius for someone who works in academia and has an inconsistent schedule (I do get up at a different time every day).
But somehow I got to work (courtesy of the hubby since my car is still in for repairs - hopefully getting it back today) and Pandora rewarded me by playing "Kathy's Song" (Simon & Garfunkel):
And so you see I have come to doubt
All that I once held as true
I stand alone without beliefs
The only truth I know is you.
I have loved that song since long before I knew what that kind of love really felt like, back when I only could imagine that it was possible. My best friend Mike and I used to listen to Simon & Garfunkel all the time in college, so hearing that song brings me back to that time, but also carries me across time through all the points in which I heard and thought of that song. It's amazing the sense memories that music invokes.
And then the Cure's "Just Like Heaven" graced my speakers . . .
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me
My friend Jason has been singing in a cover band (various ones) since I met him in . . . 1998? I don't even remember anymore. The bands always covered this and it was one of the few songs he would sing. Going to see his band regularly is one of my favorite sets of memories - singing cover songs in a Jersey shore bar, screaming lyrics until 2am, stopping for Snapple and Combos on the way, laughing at all the silly things we saw and did.
Today is that dreamy kind of day - it's really dark out, like it might downpour any second and continue all day. I woke up with a nauseating headache that, thankfully, bid adieu thanks to some Tylenol, a little coffee, and a shoulder rub from the hubby. Even though I woke up today thinking this week would be impossible, I think I'll make it okay.
I started off this NaBloPoMo with a visit with my new niece, an amazing and overwhelming experience. Now the month ends on a dreary but similarly pensive day, thinking about all the things that lie ahead.
















